“You don’t have to feel like a waste of space
You’re original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe you’re reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it’s time, you’ll know.
Firework - Katy Perry”—
ohemgee, i had so much fun with you today baby. (: i’m never gonna forget this day. spending the whole day with you at the happiest place on earth & then going to eat gin sushi, then going to starbucks. we just have too much fun together. dancing, singing, & screaming all day. haha. <3 & we made some friends at disneyland too. but they’re probably gonna get banned now. :[ LOL. people thought we were lesbos. haha. & a couple wanted to hang out with us. haha. & apparently i’m entertainment to someone else. haha. december 17 again?! haha. with the two other people that better go! haha. were gonna embarrass them to the maxxx. LOL. since we got matching keychains, i wanna get matching bracelets & hats next! haha. :D i’m so thankful to have you as my wifey. i lovee you so much! thank you for today. (:
“I still believe in paradise, but now at least I know it’s not some place you can look for. Because it’s not where you go, it’s how you feel for a moment in your life when you’re a part of something. And if you find that moment, it lasts forever.”
happy happy birthday to the both if you! <3 i love you both with all my heart.
mom, i know i don’t always tell you i love you or show you, but i do. & i’m sorry i always talk to you like i’m mad, but i’m not. sometimes i feel like i take you for granted. you do so much for me & kuya. you sacrificed a lot us & never ask for anything is return. you always do whatever it takes to make us happy & give us what we want. so now i’m gonna finish nursing school for you & daddy. i’m gonna make you both proud. i don’t want you to feel like your alone cause you never will be. me & kuya won’t ever leave you. & no matter what daddy’s always gonna be with you too. dad, i know you watching over us & i hope you like the flowers we gave you today. i really wish you were here to spend yours & mama’s birthday together. i know mama felt incomplete without you. i would do anything to give you a hug right now & to see you & mama together again. i know it won’t happen anytime soon, but i know it will happen again. i la la la love you guys. <3 happy birthday again.
the day has finally come. (: i’m officially legal now. another year older. another year to remind me that your not here to celebrate with me. it’s never gonna feel complete without you. i miss you so much it hurts & it always will. it’s my 18th birthday.. it’s suppose to be a big day & i just wanna stay home. i want you here & i know you are in spirit but it’s just not the same as if you were here in person. you’d give me a big hug, kiss me on the cheek, tell me happy birthday & tell me you love me.. it’s always gonna be hard without you but i’m happy that you can watch over me & still watch me grow up. i just hope i’m making you & mommy proud. i love you daddy. <3