May 2010
20 posts
scared shitless.
i’m so freakin scared right now. it’s not even funny. :[ i swear i was about to cry. i went to go watch nightmare on elm street with Adam, Calvin, & Bryan. and fuuuuuuuuuk. i freakin screamed alooooot! and i screamed like two minutes into the movie. -_____- i’m a scardycat. :[ then after the movie ended and we exiting the theater, Adam hides in the corner that’s like...
April 2010
30 posts
“You have to stay strong. Even if your world is crumbling down around you.”
– (via chellemii, fashionfever)
“Giving her 11 Real roses, and one fake. And then writing in the card. I will...”
– eelliioott (via thatslove) (via arianafe)
“Life changes every minute of every day. You lose friends. You gain friends. You...”
– (via runiebaby, idareyoutoclickthis)
it's a must.
i really need to stop cussing. it’s not lady like and it’s a bad habit of mine. :[
when we say.
this is the part when we say were in love and the part where we have our first kiss but this ain’t a movie i know you cant come with me you got your life she better be treatin you right just tell me you dont love me tell me you dont feel the same way that i do tell me i dont make you smile like i do when you walk in the room you’re so hard to let go.
arianafe:
I am strong because I am weak.
I am beautiful because I know my flaws.
I am a lover because I am a fighter.
I am fearless because I have been afraid.
I am wise because I have been foolish.
And I can laugh because I’ve known sadness.
niece of mine.
sometimes the hardest thing to do is the right thing to do cause everything happens for a reason. love, don’t worry.he’s not worth your tears. a guy worth crying over would never make you cry. he’s a dumbass and doesn’t deserve your love. he’s taking you for granted. and even tho it hurts, in time you will heal and you will find someone waaay better. when something...
this is sad :'(
Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do you mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesn't break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there?
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving..
Girl: Baby, what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your family lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
Father: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERICA! What did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn phone! (And hangs up)
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking* I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonight, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
(They meet at a nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.)
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, don't cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
(They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her)
It says...
"Erica,
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"
( Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage & cries for hours. )
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
(She finds a piece of paper in the jacket.)
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not = will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!
( Erica turns the TV on. )
[Breaking news]
"An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
( She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... )
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.
these past two days.
041610:
went to huntington beach with sarah, bryan, & calvin. (: played volleyball, put some cheerios on bryan’s back to give him a werid disease looking tan. watched bryan and calvin make a fool of themselves playing soccer. haha. looked at sarah and brayn jump into the freezing water. we left a little bit earlier than we expected. but it was still fuuun. got dropped off and waited a...
“True love is worth waiting for even if it takes a lifetime. Then in return a...”
– (via drooeypooey) (via finewithoutyou)
Watchsherman’s birthday dinner at bj’s! (:
just for fun. (:
Fun in a box
GET TO KNOW
——————————————————————————————— Time started: 6:30
Name: Alyson. Sex: Girl. Birthday: November 2. Sign: Scorpio. Eye colour: Light Brown. What are you wearing: shorts & a tube top. Where do you live: Cali. (: Righty or lefty: Righty.
FAVORITE ——————————————————————————————— Where is your favorite place to shop: Forever 21. Color: Purpleee. Number: don’t have...
“sometimes the hardest thing to do, is the right thing to do.”
An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to...
Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, you believe in GOD?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD good?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent)
Professor : You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from?
Student : From...GOD...
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil?
(Student did not answer)
Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who created them?
(Student had no answer)
Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe The World around you. Tell me, son...have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't...
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat,
Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero
Which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.
(There was pin-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre)
Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as
Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of
Something.
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light...
But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its
Called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is,
You would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student : Sir, my point is, your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue
There is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are
Viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure.
Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and
Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.
To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that
Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life, just the Absence of it
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from
a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process,
yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the
argument was going)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at
work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The Class was in uproar)
Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the
Professor's brain?
(The Class broke out into laughter)
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's
brain, felt it, touched or smelt it?...
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable
Protocol, Science says that you have No Brain, sir. With all due respect,
sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The Room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face
unfathomable)
Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir...Exactly!
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.
That student was ALBERT EINSTEIN.
041010. ;D
i had sooo much fun today! (: hung out with calvin, bryan, and sherman this morning. went to the mall to eat and get bobaaa then back to my house. but calvin had to leave after the mall. :[ watched the last hour of “saving private ryan”. then went back out to bryan’s house to get his PS3 and then we went to an empty church parking lot so i can drive his hugee ass car. haha....
guys are stupid.
like seriously?!? guys are fucking stupid. they don’t know what they want and they swear they can have anyone they want, when they want. when you have a girlfriend you don’t go to your ex’s house and kiss her and ask for a fucking hickey or a damn bj. like are you seriously FUCKING STUPID?! go jump off a bridge or something. you don’t deserve to have anyone. and you...
spring breaaaak!
Spring is in the air! (: my spring break is a little late but now i get to go out and have some funnnn. beach beach beach! (; but my other friends have school. :[ i wish everyone had the same spring breaks. but it’s okay. i’ll make the best of it. today we have a senior scavenger hunt, but i can’t go cause i have practice at church. after this friday i get MY fridays back. yesss!...
love lost.
Oh how I yearn for your touch I’m so lonely now that you left me If I could run away you know I would And I’m hurtin cause boy I never loved you like I should When your love is lost Your whole worlds thrown off When the one you need don’t need you What do you do, when love is lost?
“At some point you will realize that you have done...
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why.
so this guy walks into my class holding a dozen roses and a build-a-bear box, gives it to this girl cause it’s her birthday. she opens the box and it’s a bear dressed in a tux. in the guy’s voice he says. “will you go with me to prom?” isn’t that cuuuuuuteee?! why can’t there be more guys like that. :P
“Around here, however, we don’t look back for very long.We keep moving...”
040710. (:
today was really good. (: i got to hang out with my ateh kc, her boyfriend, and her brother again. boy do i love to spend time with them. they make me happy and i forget all the things that make me sad when i’m alone. we got to go swimming, got some bobaaaaa, watched new moon, and did kareoke. <3 i just wish i was on spring break already. i don’t wanna go to school tomorrow. we have...
“A guy worth crying over, would never make you cry.”
